[In that he doesn't want to TRAUMATIZE MORE PEOPLE or risk killing anyone else, my god is he tired of killing people. He also drops into a bit of silence at that. Guilt Increases, but there's a little flicker of warmth.]
...Thank you for the sentiment. I have. I think that with this group of people, it would be quite impossible not to... It's been a blessing to have the opportunity to know you all, even though the situation has been a painful struggle for every one of us in different ways.
[He was truly so busy being a pillar of catholic guilt i have to play lucas again from a route where he can just be a flirty alcoholic.]
[ HE ENTERED THIS HELLHOLE AS A BURNING CORPSE IN THE HOSPITAL. You would make him more flammable by stuffing him full of alcohol. ]
That's a relief to hear.
[ And as they start settling into this topic, Aventurine relaxes a bit more. He'd always found it easy to simply talk with Lucas, and he falls back into that habit. ]
Are you feeling nervous at all? We're getting closer to the end now.
But he can ease into conversation pretty well, too, for similar reasons. The faint cloud of Catholicism never leaves but that's just a daily Lucas thing. There's a little beat as he considers his answer.]
...Somewhat, I suppose... A great many things could go wrong, and we're not exactly a bunch known for having good fortune. But I'm relieved, as well.
[HE WANTS TO GET OUT OF HERE SO DAMN BAD.]
What about you...? How are you feeling about it all?
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I'll hope for the same...
[In that he doesn't want to TRAUMATIZE MORE PEOPLE or risk killing anyone else, my god is he tired of killing people. He also drops into a bit of silence at that. Guilt Increases, but there's a little flicker of warmth.]
...Thank you for the sentiment. I have. I think that with this group of people, it would be quite impossible not to... It's been a blessing to have the opportunity to know you all, even though the situation has been a painful struggle for every one of us in different ways.
[He was truly so busy being a pillar of catholic guilt i have to play lucas again from a route where he can just be a flirty alcoholic.]
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That's a relief to hear.
[ And as they start settling into this topic, Aventurine relaxes a bit more. He'd always found it easy to simply talk with Lucas, and he falls back into that habit. ]
Are you feeling nervous at all? We're getting closer to the end now.
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But he can ease into conversation pretty well, too, for similar reasons. The faint cloud of Catholicism never leaves but that's just a daily Lucas thing. There's a little beat as he considers his answer.]
...Somewhat, I suppose... A great many things could go wrong, and we're not exactly a bunch known for having good fortune. But I'm relieved, as well.
[HE WANTS TO GET OUT OF HERE SO DAMN BAD.]
What about you...? How are you feeling about it all?
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Equal parts apprehensive and confident?
[ He doesn't find a reason to lie here about his nervousness. Not when the emotionshare is on. ]
I guess you could say I'm not used to relying on others.
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I suppose so... I do think that we'll be able to get through whatever is thrown our way, at least.
[He will fucking die literally and metaphorically if they don't.]
This must be a challenge for you in that case, though... I can understand it.